Thanks Kristi. I don't think I would have written this if I hadn't read that gorgeous piece you wrote (which I've since read over and over again). https://medium.com/the-top-shelf/what-does-a-mother-do-when-she-loses-her-son-6c83b0122b8a

To go through what you're going through and still see beauty in a pain I can't even imagine is...well, it's the greatest proof of love I can imagine. Both the power and the pain of it.